Finale. Part 1

A dream. A dream is something that can fade away in a second.

A dream can get our hopes up in an instant, and disappoint us just as fast… because not all dreams come true.

When that happens, your desire to live fades away. Because when you want something that bad… and you don’t get it, you are left without a dream. And if you don’t dream… you don’t feel desire… you don’t feel living. You become less human.

But if we find ourselves faced with a new dream, a fresh dream we never considered, and awake to find ourselves against all hopes feeling hopeful… And if we’re lucky we realize, that in the face of everything, in the face of life… the truest and greatest dream, is t being able to dream at all.

“… Y’know, people can be categorized in one of two ways, those who loved surprises and those who don’t…. I don’t like surprises, I don’t. Me and a lot of other people like to be in the know. You know why? Because it’s fuckin scary to NOT know. Am I rambling? I think I’m rambling. Okay… so my point actually is, er… and I do have one, but it has nothing to do with surprises. MY point is this. Whoever said what you don’t know can’t hurt you… was a complete and total moron. Cause most people I know, INcluding me, think that not knowing is the worst feeling of all” Nikky says.

“…  But, as human beings sometimes it IS better to stay in the dark, because, sure in the dark there may be fear… but there is also hope.” Nikky looks at me and thinks to herself.

“… Yeah well… AS human beings, we suck Shane. You know, in the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. At least that’s what they say. They also say that He created the birds in the air and the beasts on the field, and then he looked at his creation and noticed it was good… then he created humans… and it’s gone down-hill ever since. But, wait, the story goes on… saying God made man at his image, but of course there is no proof of that… after all He, apparently created the sun, the moon, the stars in the sky. And what have we All man’s even does… is make a struggle.” She drinks what’s left of her beer and looks at the waitress “Give me another.”