Tina held me tightlyI can still feel her arms around me. Her head buried in my chest. Like a baby she holds on to me. She is my baby. I had to use real force to pull us apart and I looked into her eyes.learn herby heart! I had to kiss her, touch her to let her know Ill be back. I had to hold her back to lighten my own fears, sadness and to let her know I love her!

I miss Tina. I miss looking into those light blue eyes and finding there someone who loves me completely. I see my futureI see love in those eyes. I miss those blue, soft eyes looking into, searching into my soul and knowing me, accepting me, loving me. When I have a rough day, her smile makes me forget theres any worry I carry on by backI look at her and I know no matter what, if she with me, life is complete. I miss seeing her. Just looking at her. I miss her golden locks, the way they smell, the way they bounce as she walks and the way she tucks them behind her right ear. I miss holding her between my legs at the end of the day. I miss feeling hernot seeing but feeling her smile as she spoons into me. I miss the way her head falls back as I find the perfect spot on her neck and kiss it. Oh! I just miss T.

I miss her lips, softest possible lips which kiss me with such tender intensityyes there is a tender intensityT has it! I miss her hands entwined in mine. I miss the home Tina has made for us. I miss walking into my home, shutting the door to the world outsidewalking into the smell of her food, the shelter of her arms, the comfort of her embraceI miss her moans as I touch her, her flushed face as I kiss her, her desire and her laughter. When I leave home, I leave my life behind. Only she makes me .me! I miss seeing her fall sleep. I never sleep sound without her beside me. I never wake up happy without her by my side. I never feel complete without her. She makes mecomplete.

I walk out of the airport.with the urge to hear her voice, her whisper, her smile. I need to tell herI love her. I need to know she loves me. I step into my dry hotel room and sigh. Shes my home. Oh God! I miss T so much.