I was sitting at my normal lunch table in the quad with all of my friends. Bobby and Jimmy were gawking at Krystle, as usual. Krystle and Taylor were fighting over who should get the bigger piece of the cookie Jack had brought them. Jack was trying to finish his homework that was due next period. But I really don’t care what any of them are doing ’cause the love of my life is sitting just a few tables away. I have the best view of her gorgeous face right now.

        Of course i would be sitting with her right now if it wasn’t for the fact that her girlfriend was in her lap. And that she doesnt even know I’m alive. She’s captain of the cheer squad, most popular girl at school, HOTTEST girl at school, good grades, but yet rebellious, Ashley Davies. And me? I’m just cute, little shy, Spencer Carlin.

        Taylor snaps me back to reality when she says "Come on, Spencer. You’ve had a crush on that girl for, like…EVER!!!! Just go over there and talk to her."

        "Well 1. she has a girlfriend, 2. shes a whole year older than me, and 3. what would i say to her? "Oh hey Ashley i just wanted to tell you that i love you and always have since i first saw you" ya thats real easy." is all i said back to her before the bell rang telling us that lunch is over and were gonna be late for 4th period in less than 5 minutes.

srry its short, im afraid my parents r gonna wake up soon so i have 2 stop here.

if u want me 2 continue i promise it’ll get better. or do u think i should jus give up and delete this?