Spencer’s POV

As i lay on the bed, slowly waking up,I open my eyes to look for Ashley but she isn’t there,Oh my God where’s Ashley, she can’t be freaking out already can she? Where is she I couldn’t bare it if she regretted what had happened between us. "Ashley" I  call out hoping she will answer, as i scan the bed with my eyes for her. Then I heard the most beautiful voice, "I’m right here" Ashley said. There she was looking amazing and so sweet offering me a cup of coffee, she had’nt left. She’s so adorable I can’t help but just stare at her glowing smile. Then she spoke " Are you alright, with everything that happened last with us." I’m not sure how to handle this I mean after all this time of flirting and wanting it to happen it finally had. Overwhelmed I just smile, I can see by Ashley’s face, she wants me to answer. There was an anxious sort of smile to her face which makes me feel even more overwhelmed, so I hide my face into the sheets of the bed sort of shaking my head as i do it. Crap what if Ashley thinks I’m regretting it, get up Spencer and tell her how you feel, get up, get up, GET UP…..! Stopping my thoughts, I can hear her coming nearer to me, "What" Ashley starts to say with a concerning and caring tone. "Spencer" she starts running her fingers through my hair and it feels so soft and warm, I’m speechless. "What’s wrong" Ashley asks. I can tell by her voice that she wants to know where we stand after last night, but I am in complete awe of the whole situation, I cant seem to bring my self to speak and plus Ashley is still stroking my hair which is so sensual. "You are so beautiful" Ashley said, she’s so sweet, this person infront of me is just so beautiful and most importantly she has the most beautiful soul. I have to say somthing now, I can’t just sit here not saying anything. I lift my head up from the covers coming face to face with Ashley. "Stop, I’m ok its just a big deal and i want it to be for you too". Damn it what if she thinks I’m making too much of it by saying that, what if she doesn’t think it’s a big deal, please say it is , please , please, PLEASE …! Ashley starts to smile, which totally takes the panic off me,"It is" Ashley said with such compassion. This feeling is so wonderful and amazing, I should tell her, share with her, maybe she’ll share what she’s feeling back. "When I woke up this morning and you weren’t here next to me, for a second i thought it was a dream". There I’ve said it that wasn’t so bad. Ashley is looking at me with soft eyes and a gentle smile, she looks almost as if she may open up to me. Please up open up to me, tell me what you feel. " I know, I didn’t even want to get out of bed". Wow it feels so good to hear her talk like this, all I can do is smile and stare into her warm and inviting eyes, getting lost in them. " I just wanted to shut out the world a little bit longer." Wow she just says the most cutest things. If she wants to shut out the world maybe we should, we can stay in bed and just forget about everything. I lay my head sideways down onto the bed, still staring at her and lifting my left arm up to her face to hold her head in my hand, "Come back". I say this hoping she will come back to our own little world. Ashley smiles again, I love that smile I could just look at it forever. She starts to take my wrist, her touch feels so warm, soft and gentle. My hand is now in hers , " I would love too" Ashley started to reply. Why did she say I WOULD she CAN. I’m forgetting about this answer now because she as taken my hand to her mouth and starts to kiss it with her soft lips, her kiss is so sensual, I love her kisses. She takes her lips away now but i wish she wouldn’t i want her to kiss me forever. "But" Ashley continues with a serious look on her face, " you might want to see who’s been looking for you". Ashley hands me my phone still holding my left hand, I never want her to let go of it, so I use my right hand to grab my phone. My mail box is full, I’ts gotta be mom, she’s totally freaking out I expect, I bet dad told her I was staying over when she came home from work at the hospital. Well I don’t care she can shout all she wants I’m not going to stop seeing Ashley. I love her.

The End.

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