“Spencer please….I am so sorry…..please give me another chance….I know I don’t deserve it…..I don’t deserve you…” Ashley was in full on panic mode. She hopped off the bed onto her knees and put her head in Spencer’s lap holding on to her like her life depended on it.

“Ash….” Spencer put her fingers under her chin and lifted it to look at her smiling down at her.

“As much as I like you on your knees this isn’t what I had in mind.” Spencer said laughing as she pulled a confused Ashley back up to the bed.

“What do you want to tell me?” Ashley asked getting all her walls in place to protect herself from the blow she knew would come when Spencer left her.

“Ok….First lets just get this out of the way. I love you….and I am not going to quit on you even though you are a crazy bitch sometimes….I hate that you hit me and it will take time to get over that but I know you would never knowingly hurt me……” Spencer took a breath for the next huge part and Ashley just stayed silent.

“Ash….I want you to stop hurting people…you are not a child anymore you can’t just lash out and hit them…..if Tyler did that jeez he would spend his whole life in time out….” She laughed to herself about that.

“I know Spence….the funny thing is I don’t have to hit them it’s almost like I do it because I can…I wont I swear…..I love you I don’t want to loose you.” Ashley interrupted

“You wont loose me……” She took a deep breath to tell her the big news.

“I have to tell you something I just don’t know how so I am just going to say it.” Spencer was shaking and it was freaking Ashley out.

“What is it?” Ashley sat completely still

Spencer told her everything and Ashley was stunned into silence. She just stared at Spencer but her face was blank.

“Ashley?” Spencer tried to break into the haze gently. Neither of them moved you could hear breathing and that was about it.

“Spence….?” Ashley finally spoke.

“Yeah…” Spencer was running her hands up and down Ashley’s arms she didn’t know how to help.

“Kiss me please.” Ashley whispered sounding totally broken.

Spencer looked at her confused and then she saw the tear fall down Ashley’s face. She didn’t care why or did she understand it she pulled Ashley to her and lightly kissed her lips running her fingers through her hair.