Spencer’s POv

me and ashley were driving back from the camp site. we had a great time now that i think about it we would have had our first time on a river if glen hadn’t said anything. 

 were about 5 blocks from my house right now actually. "ashley have i mentioned how much i adore you and love you?" she smiled and shook her head "actually i think you may have mentioned it." we both smiled brightly. "well its true you know. i really have never loved someone like i love you" i said brightly but truthfully and it was the truth. "have you ever thought about the future?" she asked being random. "yeah i have actually" it was the truth i knew exactly what i wanted to do. "what do you think your going to do?" wow never really thought this would get this far. "umm i want to play USA softball, i want to pitch for them, i guess it won’t be that hard knowing i can beat jenni finch" we both chuckled a bit. " cool "  was the last thing she said before we pulled up to the house. my parents were sitting out side on the door step.

"weird" it was weird i got out cautiously. they both were smiling but the smiling had grown every step i took.

ashley’s hand soon found mine.

"hunny guess what, take a look at this" my dad handed me a letter from Texas Tech, the school i applied to. i opened it nervously.

all i read was

Dear Ms. spencer carlin

   congratulations! you have been accepted to Texas Tech. you may move into your dorms at anytime needed….blah blah blah.

"I GOT IN I GOT IN" i shouted while jumping around, i soon ceased the jumping my lips finding ashleys. "congrats babe" she said. i didn’t pay much attention but most times i could read her like a book but right now it just wasn’t possible.

"come on i wanna talk to you" i dragged her up stairs past my parents and to my room soon pinning her against the door kissing her. i sucked hard on her bottom lip. soon to find out she was pulling away. "babe whats wrong?" i asked nervously "nothing its just. texas is a long ways away.and long distance doesn’t work." i hadn’t that about that….FUCK "oh…yeah well i mean you can come to you can apply to texas tech just like me" i smiled there was hope! "i already did. my rejection letter came about 3 weeks ago" and now theres no hope "we can still see eachother like i could fly you out and i could fly out here or drive i mean it can work right?" i was babling in knew it but i was on the verge of tears. and i NEVER cry. "it would work for about 1 month but it’d kill us everytime we saw eachother leave." i knew she was right. "well i’ll just stay here then" duh it was that simple "no babe your going thats final your gunna go and pitch for USA and i’m gunna watch your games on the big screen and be so proud of you." we both were crying at this point.