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    Since Birth – (Chapter: 22: Confessions And Cocoa)

    SPENCER’S P.O.V.

    I screwed it up. My stupidity has finally caught up with me. I’ve royally fucked everything! Why did I do that? I didn’t want to hurt Ashley, I just…….…I was. I was jealous…I am jealous. Because my mind was so screwed, I ruined my relationship with my best friend. I like her…like really really like her. No, that…that’s a lie, why is it a lie? Because I more than “like” her. I…I love her. I love her like she loves me…like she loved me. I am…in love with her. I was so stupid! I could have had her. I want her, but what does that mean? I think I like Aiden too. I do, I like him, I like being with him, I liked being with Tim. But I loved being with Ashley. I guess I’m, what? Bi? No, I’m a fucking idiot is what I am.

    It’s night. I can’t even sleep. I go to the kitchen and am surprised to see, my dad. Does he ever go to bed? I think he lives in the kitchen.

    Arthur: “Hey Spence.” I walk in and sit at the counter.

    Spencer: “Hey.” I say in monotone.

    Arthur: “You couldn’t sleep either huh?” I just shake my head no.

    Arthur: “How about I make us some hot cocoa?”

    Spencer: “That’d be nice.” I say, I can already feel the tears coming. He makes the hot cocoa and sit’s a cup in front of me. I just look at it, twirling the cup in my hand. My vision cloudy from the tears building up in my eyes.

    Arthur: “So, you ready to tell me what’s really going on between you and Ash?” I look at him then back down, tears not yet spilling. Somehow he always knows when something’s bothering me, but how does he know it has anything to do with Ashley?

    Spencer: “I love her.”

    Arthur: “Well of course you love her Spence, we’ve live together all these-” I cut him off.

    Spencer: “No dad. I…” I exhale loudly. “I’m in love with her.”

    I’ve never said it out loud, I mean hey, I just kind of accepted it not too long ago. But still…I’m too late.

    Arthur: “Oh…” I look up at him. He’s looking at his cup of cocoa. He looks like he’s in deep thought. “Oohh!” he says, looking up at me. I guess it just sunk in.

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    Comments

    1. arthur is my hero. (= awesome update. this story is freaking great. and i do have to agree with the others that are hoping ashley heard their convo. (= PMASAP!

    2. great update i’m glad spencer finally told someone how she truly feels. telling her dad and accepting it herself are the first steps the next is telling ashley herself. again great update!pms!!

    3. arthur is my hero. (= awesome update. this story is freaking great. and i do have to agree with the others that are hoping ashley heard their convo. (= PMASAP!

    4. great update i’m glad spencer finally told someone how she truly feels. telling her dad and accepting it herself are the first steps the next is telling ashley herself. again great update!pms!!

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