The light shining into my room does nothing to ease my nerves. Morning has come and my question is still unanswered. Can I leave? Can I leave knowing that my actions could and will probably result in a death. He would kill her if he found out she told me to leave. She wants me to though because she slipped me some money she managed to steal from him into my book bag last night.

Leaving would mean I would always be on the run. He’ll never give up the hunt. I would be putting Ashley, Nancy, and myself all in danger by running.

Honestly, I don’t or won’t have a choice in the matter. When Ashley sees me, she will insist I can’t stay here any longer. The sad thing is I know that already but my fears where holding me back. They are always holding me back. Fear controls everything I do, and it will continue to do so until I’m dead or he is.

"Darling" His presence surrounds me and with it comes the darkness. His fingertips run along my jaw as he examines my face. Frozen in fear, I stand fast letting his hands travel my body. "Has he forgiven you?" Forcing me to look at him, his eyes telling me he’s not wanting an answer. "You are so beautiful. You know that?" His hand travels south touching me in the place that he has hurt so many times. Tears forming at his touch, I just wish I were at school already. "After school, we’ll work on your forgiveness some more." Placing a kiss to my forehead, I begin to shake and cry at that thought.

"The bus will be here soon. Get ready" He’s gone, and I’m left on the floor crying into my legs.

My makeshift cast does nothing for my arm. The pain radiates through my body as I slip my arm into the sleeve.

My backpack packed but not with my schoolbooks. I made my decision after my encounter with him. There is no way, I can come back here and leave alive. Schoolbooks hidden in my dresser, I make my way out of my bedroom and down the stairs. I just hope he doesn’t figure out I’m gone until there is a large distance between us.