P.S. I Love You

I left Spencer’s later that morning…it wasn’t until the morning after that I realized I opened up the pits of hell. At this point, it’s like no matter what I do I’m always going to hurt the ones that I love and need the most. When I got home at around ten in the morning Brooke was in the kitchen

“where the hell were you?” she asked getting up “you scared the shit out of me Ashley” she told me

“I’m sorry…have you talked to Aiden?” I asked her

“no” she snapped

“well if you did talk to him you would have found out I was at his house last night…we were going through a lot of new bands and lost track of time and just fell asleep…” I told her

“you swear you weren’t with Spencer?” she asked and my stomach dropped

“yes…I promise you I wasn’t with Spencer” I told her

“look I’m sorry for freaking out, but…” she started

“…but next time I’ll call” I said giving her a hug then I kissed her

“I just wanted to tell you last night that I had to go to New York City tomorrow because there’s some huge party that michelle and I have to cover…” she told me

“when are you leaving?” I asked her

“I have to be out of the house by eleven…” she said

“so…we don’t have that much time” I told her

“I know…” she said then I picked her up “…Ashley!” she exclaimed as I took her over to the couch and pulled her shirt over her head then it was followed by mine

The next morning Brooke and I were at the front door with her bags by our sides…I had my arms around her waist as we held our kiss

“why do you always look so good before you leave?” I asked her kissing her again

“maybe you just notice when I’m leaving…and I always look this good” she told me

“no…that’s not it” I told her making her laugh

“I’ll be back Tuesday…” she told me kissing me again then she opened the door and Spencer was there about to knock then she looked at us

“hi!” she exclaimed acting all sunshiny then before I could say hey back to her Brooke shut the door