Spencer’s POV

“So still no luck with Ashley?” Aiden ask taking a seat next to me on my bed.

“Uh… I think she hates me.” I tell him putting my head in my hands. Ashley hasn’t talked to me and has refused to see me since she kicked me out of her room. I’ve apologize a thousand times. Her voice mail box is full with messages I left telling her how sorry I am and how much I love her.

“Come on Spence. She doesn’t hate you.” Aiden says bumping shoulders with me. Aiden, Mia and Jessica have been trying to get me to lighten up but how can I when things are so screwed up with Ashley and me.

“You didn’t hear the things I said.” I tell him wiping away some stray tears. Aiden continues to tell me how everything is going to be ok for about an hour before he leaves and I end up falling asleep.

“Ugh…go away Matt.” I mumble when I feel something poke me in the side. Matt usual wakes me up that way when he wants to play but I’m too tired. I need sleep. I feel the poke again and try to swat his hand away, while keeping my eyes closed in turning onto my side. Then the next thing I feel is soft lips pressed to mine. I open my eyes and see Ashley pulling away from me.

“Hey.” I whisper out after several minutes of staring at each other.

“I leave tomorrow.” She says lying on her side next to me. “I’m going to miss you so bad.” She says staring at me.

“I’m going miss you too. It hurts just thinking about it.” I tell her moving closer.

“Look, I know there will be other girls…”She starts.

“Ashley I didn’t mean…” I try to cut her of but she cuts me off with her lips. We share a slow, gentle kiss.

“Just listen.” She says pecking me on the lips before pulling away a little. “I know what you said yesterday was out of anger and frustration or what not. But you were right about some things. We are not together anymore. So I have no say and who you’re with, neither do you with me.” She says and I try to cut her off but she puts her hand up to silence me. “When I come back, if our feelings don’t change and everything work out in our favor… then we can get back together. But right now we need to start acting as friends and nothing more.”