Flasback

Christmas time and my friend Ashley is over cause her mom decided to go off to France this year and leave ash with us. I don’t mind at all I love having her here maybe he will leave me alone tonight.

Mom calls us down to dinner and my family is here from newyork. I love most of them its just one that I wish would just burn or have a heart attack or something that would get him out of my life for good.

“so spencer how is middle school treating you”

“its good, nothing really eventfull going on in sixth grade”

My uncle is a great guy he really seems to care.

“well are you still playing soccer? I heard you made state last year.”

“yea, Ashley is on my team and we won state this year too.

The conversation flows from school to soccer to my moms job and my dad pizza shop all the while I could feel him staring at me. Ashley was sittin to the right of me and could feel me shaking.

“Spence, what’s wrong? She whispers it so no one can hear.

“oh I’m just all of a sudden not feeling well I’m going to go lay down upstairs.

“do you want me to go with you Spence?

“no ash I’m okay you stay here and finish eating.

I went upstairs to lay down and try to get his creepy stares out of my head. I heard the door push open and turned to grin at who I thought was ash and tell her I wa all right, but it wasn’t her.

He shut the door and locked it before I could even say anything. I was to shocked to even think. He jumped at me and landed on me and knocked the wind out of me. I could barley breath let alone scream for help. He put his hand over my mouth and with the other hand un buttoned my pants. He shoved his rough hands in my underware and stroked me while calling me his little bitch. This was a routine, at least he won’t have time to rape me this time cause I hear the door handle jiggle and he gets off of me and tells me to not say anything.
“Spence its ash, open the door. Are you okay?
He tells me to answer her, so I do.
“I’m okay ash hold on a second, my grandpa is in here he just have me some medicine is all.

He opens the door and says I hope you feel better now i will see me in the morning.

“Spence why was the door locked? I drop my eyes to the sheets on my bed and say sometimes the door just gets stick is all and locks by itself. Its like she can see right through me. I don’t even get a chance to look at her before she is yelling for my mother to come in my
room.
“what is it Ashley? Is everything all right?

“Mrs c can you close the door, me and Spence need to talk to you.

“Spencer you look sick sweetheart, grandpa said he gave you some medicine, did it not help?

Mom, I don’t know what to say after that so ash sits next to me and holds my hand and says “tell her Spence, its okay I’ve got you

I look into my moms eyes and start to cry. I sob on ashleys shoulder and choke out “he raped me mom”

“Spencer, who? “grandpa mom.
I cannot describe the look on my moms face when I said that, it was a cross between hate, disgust, confusion.and anguish. “Spencer that can’t be true. My father would never lay a hand on you. He cares about you, why would you say something like that?
“mom its true, its been happening since I was eight, he told me that if I said anything no one would believe me that’s why I kept my mouth shut.
“Mrs c why would Spencer lie about this, look at her face she is in so much pain and you don’t believe her, how could you.
“I can’t deal with this right now, its Christmas, Spencer you are just going to have to lock your door, it had to be a misunderstanding is all.
“I tell you that grandpa raped me and you tell me to lock my door? that’s it?
Yea for now, until I can sort this all out. Do not tell your father it will only upset him. Just get some sleep and you will feel better in the morning.

Just like that she walked out of my room like nothing had happened. Ashley sat on my bed just holding me and rocking me telling me that she had me and he would never do that to me again, that somehow she would make sure he never touched me again, and I believed her.


Please comment.. Tell me if I should just stop the story .