I watched as Ashley left the room, Glen didnt go after her instead he carried on going about making his food, taking a deep breath i walked in the same direction and out of the house to find her. When i got outside she was sat on the grass in the shade smoking, i headed over and stood in front of her, she just looked at me unsure of what to say. I sat next to her and tried not too look at her, it was a warm day and she didnt have her jacket on so her arms and breast seemed to be the only thing i wanted to focus on. I gave in and looked at her body, as i did i noticed she had a tattoo of a heart with my name onit on her left breast. It wasnt like a tacky tattoo that you see on people it was a perfect design of i real heart, she had it designed to be loving yet painful at the same time, i couldnt stop staring at in shock that she had a tattoo that was name in clear view for everyone to see… did she still have feelings for me??

"Do you have to stare like that its the forth time today"

"I…..I.. wasnt."

"what ever, tell Glen ive gone home ill get me things another time"

With that she stood up and walked out off our garden and off the drive where she started to walked down the street towards her place.

"Ash…Wait"

"its Ashley… what do you want Spencer"

"Sorry Ash..ley Why are you going, your here to hang with Glen"

"Well i aint in the mood now, he will understand"

"I dont care about you walking in, i was just shocked"

I wasnt sure if she had heard me though as she walked off, i went inside and told Glen that Ashley had gone home. Then i headed upstairs to my toom, i wasnt bothered about Ashley seein me in the bath, its not like it was the first time we used to get changed infront of eachother all the time. I felt bad that i had let this situation get out of hand, just like i had when she told me she had liked me. Why didnt i chase after her and tell her its was ok and we could still be friends but i didnt feel the same as her, how could i let her just walk away again and not talk to her.